Synchronicity

When I was young it was a dream of mine to swim with dolphins. I also longed to be a flight attendant and travel and see the world. My first dream of becoming a flight attendant came true in my early twenties, when I found myself flying in Alaska for a commercial airline. I followed my heart and fell in love with a pilot twenty years older than myself. He lived life passionately, and on the edge.

My first powerful precognitive dream was about the airline I was working for – I saw that they would have a deadly crash. When I was in Southern California getting married, the crash that I had feared happened. The morning of my wedding I once again had another powerful precognitive message. This time I heard clearly that I would marry the man I loved, but would be left a widow. This would lead me into a whole new life.This clear message was very unsettling. With the guests arriving, I pushed the message aside and proceeded with the wedding. After ten years of marriage my worst fear was realized when I picked up the phone and was told that my husband had been killed in an airplane crash.

Exhausted and knew it was time to start a start over.

An opportunity came to work as a flight attendant for an all first-class airline that flying from Los Angeles to New York. Over time the wear and tear on my physical body started to taking its toll on me. My neck and right arm was in severe pain. 

Nothing I did seem to help relieve the pain. By the time I had to stop flying I had lost the use of my right arm. Surgery was needed and I had a very optimistic out look that I would return to work in a short time. Instead, after surgery, my body grew weaker and in more pain with each passing day. The pain medications were not working. Even the everyday simple routines were extremely painful to perform. It was during this time that I prayed to die.

There was a deep inner knowing that if I did not find a reason to live, my life would end very soon. 

One day I found myself in a metaphysical book store and saw a flyer to go to Florida with a small group of people and swim with the dolphins. My heart leap at this opportunity. However my logical mind said this did not make financial or physical sense. My heart won out and I signed up for the trip. 

The day before leaving I had such a bad migraine headache that I did know how I was going to make the flight? Journaling and looking inside myself I felt that this trip was much more that swimming with dolphins. It was about freedom, unconditional love, trust, and becoming an innocence child again. 

My very first swim with the dolphin I was put in a pool with three dolphins and two young boys. The facilitator said that the dolphins usually were more receptive to young child, then females, and then males. With my heart wide open I entered the water and started swimming. The first thing that I noticed was how large the dolphins were compared to me. As they came over to me, I could feel them testing me and eyeing me closely. After some time, all three dolphins started taking turns caressing my body. One dolphin swimming up my front while another dolphin swam down my back. As the session came to a close the only word I could find to describe this experience was ecstasy! I knew this was a gift and that I had to let go of expectations of repeating this unique moment. I place this special moment in my heart and knew I would treasure it the rest of my life. As I flew home I wrote down all of the memories and feeling that were arising.

This began a three year journey of connecting with the dolphins in my dreams and in many different parts of the ocean. It also took me on a deep physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual journey of healing.

When I returned home to San Diego something major had shifted in me. My priority was to be with my dolphin friends and restore my health. Even with this new vision my physical body was growing weaker and weaker with each passing day. The medical system did not seem to have any answers other than more surgery. I knew I needed to find a medical doctor that would treat me as a whole person. In Arizona I found a medical doctor that was practicing complementary and alternative medicine. At this point the bone in my neck eight months after surgery had not grafted. I was so toxic that my migraines were a daily occurrence. My doctor said that he was there to assist me on a journey to restore health and balance to my body. I knew that I needed another vision to hold onto. So I shared with him that I was going to swim with the whales.

It has been thirty years since this life changing journey began. This journey has connect me much deeper to Mother Earth and all of life. I say that God gave me the dolphins and whales to be my teachers and this gift saved my life – learning to trust and let go and connect back into that field of unconditional love.